This painting is a deeply personal exploration of self-acceptance and the journey toward achieving inner peace. Through this work, I delve into the complex process of releasing the constant need for external validation and approval—learning to let go of the perpetual questions of whether I am liked, loved, or deemed worthy by others. Instead of seeking fulfillment in external affirmations, I am creating a space for myself—a sanctuary that is entirely my own, unburdened by obligations or expectations from anyone else.
What you will see on the walls represents me in my most unguarded and raw form. These pieces reflect fragments of my inner world, serving as a tangible reminder of my inherent worth, the strength of my presence, and the ongoing evolution of my identity. This work is deeply personal and really meaningful to me.
A recurring symbol in this piece is mold, which I use to represent transformation and growth. Often misunderstood or dismissed as something decaying or unclean, mold in my work becomes a metaphor for emotional and personal regeneration. Just as mold breaks down and reshapes its environment, I see it as a visual representation of how internal struggles and discomfort can lead to deep, meaningful change. It speaks to the power of vulnerability and the beauty that can emerge from places we’re often taught to hide or feel ashamed of.